I am probably never going to tell him this, but... I realize I made a mistake feeding my twin a sleeping potion without his knowledge. Lately I've come to conclude that my behavior is confusing to people. I never know how to reach out without offending someone? I know I mean well most of the time. Am I simply that incapable of showing affection or asking for attention in a proper way?
I've never been very good at expressing myself... I feel so different from others at times, and I don't know how to change that. The fact that it took so many others to tell me this wasn't the right thing to do, despite my good intentions, worries me. Will I ever learn?